Don't You Just Hate That?

So, I woke up half an hour ago and I don't even know why. I fell asleep at around 1. Which doesn't make any sense. Why would I wake up at this time of day? Boo. Maybe my body and mind is trying to tell me something? I mean I wouldn't wake up unless there was a reason for it. I'm too curious for my own good. Now, I'm debating whether to stay up or not. I mean it's already 5am. Hmm we'll see.

Yesterday I impulsely bought a jacket on forever21.com. It's gray and was only $16.50. It was cute. I couldn't resist but now I feel bad for spending money when I didn't need to because I have a crap load of clothes as it is already.

I'm quite excited to have my new room in our condo this coming school year. Finally, to have my own privacy and get away from distractions but mostly I'm ecstatic to have my own space and own closet. Also, if I'm sad nobody can see me cry. Which is a very good thing because I feel obligated to tell them why I'm crying and sometimes I just want to cry and not tell anyone about it. Bad, I know but I don't keep it in all the time. Before I use to..that was such a horrible stage.

I thought I broke my glasses when I suddenly woke up. I was lying on them :(

I'm blogging as I go. Sorry quite random.

Damnit. I have so much to do. I need to stop procrastinating and just do it. My future is starting to scare me. I really don't know what to expect or how it's going to turn out--how I'm going to turn out. A lot can happen in a year--a lot can change in a year and quite drastically, I might add. So much has changed in the last 5 years and I don't know how to comprehend it. Like I have but when I think about every path I've taken it's iffy.

Shit. I know life is simple but why do I keep thinking it's so complicated? Maybe because that's how my life has turned out the last 5 years.

Ok I'm just blabbing now. Until next time.

Love, Me.