Functioning on 4 hours of sleep.

Slept at 2, woke up at 6. Oh boy. Usually for me that equals sad or mad. In this case, mad. It really baffles (this word makes me laugh, it looks like waffles) me how much people only think about themselves. I may be sad a lot of the time and always getting caught in the past but I always try my hardest not to be selfish and not take advantage of people. It rarely happens when I do. I guess that's why I'm always sad because I put other's happiness before mine. I hate counting on people because in the end they always bring you down. They either flake on you, ignore you, take advantage of you or talk about you behind your back.

I went to bed mad. Which I haven't done since I was in a relationship which would make sense. Quite awake and quite sleepy but quite lost to tell you the truth. Oh and I'm not mad at the person that you all might be thinking I'm mad at, just to clarify if you were thinking about a certain someone that is. That certain someone thought I was mad at him, he just asked me, nope, I'm not.

Anyway, time to blog about my fourth of July weekend? Sure, why not? Might as well.

July 4th
Began the day with my mom, sisters and me watching home videos. It was awesome. Then we were off to the Medina household, of course. The usuals were there, Andrew's friends, family and my family of course. We never have to buy fireworks because Andrew lives right in front of the park and a bunch of teenagers every year go to beachwood and have a shit load of fireworks. So we usually just all sit and stand in the driveway to watch. Loved it as usual. I took care of our nephew, Zayden the whole time. Oh boy. That little kid can run. It was fun though. Made me sure, I wanted kids and not want them at all, at the same time. Haha. We were there from 8 to midnight. Something like that.

My favorite part was when my family and I got home and we watched home videos till 2 in the morning. Made me happy.

July 5th
My mom, sisters and I watched home videos all day. We went to church from 7pm to 8pm then we brought the home videos to my lola and lolo's house and we all watched together. Then my family and I watched more home videos with my dad there. It was truly family bonding. I was such a weird kid. Haha. Oh my.


Ok this is enough for today. Until next time.

Love, Me